I've always questioned the whole idea of my being here, my existence. I use to have a negative and sad look on things, but I've changed. I always feel happy thinking back on everything I have in my life whether it's material things, events, memories, friends, or family. I was able to find happiness when looking at all that I've been blessed with. I know things don't always turn out the way I want or there might be moments when I'm down, but just knowing how blessed I am, I'm able to rise up with strength. Being blessed brings me closer to people and gives me opportunities to share it with others. It doesn't only effect me, but all those around me.